To those that are reading this blog,
Please pray for Joyce and Jess because both of them have dengue.. pray that the count will stop dropping and that God will strengthen their immune system..
I know they're going to be alright.. Amen anyone?
And ya for me as well.. having finals now.. pray that God will see me through with flying colors and I will be able to cope with all the pressure..
Thanks people (:
Monday, December 7, 2009
Thursday, November 26, 2009
The way I perceive things..
Everyone has their own way of perceiving things..
For now,( The way I see things and the few phrases that really applies to me nowadays )
1)I don't care about the effort put in, I care only about the results. No results, you're nothing, you're zero.. No one remembers losers..
2)Don't come out with excuses after excuses, it sounds like sour grapes and you're just bitter.
3)My job is to motivate people, so if you don't like it, so be it.. Don't make me come to a point that I will demotivate and discriminate you..I will,don't dare me..
4)Start acting like your age..Don't be a pain to people.. Your childishness is just another thrash.. No time for losers and suckers.. When will you ever grow, kid??
5)Don't self-pity..You can self-pity all you want but trust me no one will pity you.. Its more like your digging your own grave and getting ready to jump in..
I know it sounds very mean and in fact rude.. But that's the way thing is at times.. Its the world these days.. Its either you change or else things will remain the same because the world will not change for you..
I am sorry for being a little bit harsh here but harsh treatment is really necessary at some point..Being too nice and always encouraging might just not be the solution..
For now,( The way I see things and the few phrases that really applies to me nowadays )
1)I don't care about the effort put in, I care only about the results. No results, you're nothing, you're zero.. No one remembers losers..
2)Don't come out with excuses after excuses, it sounds like sour grapes and you're just bitter.
3)My job is to motivate people, so if you don't like it, so be it.. Don't make me come to a point that I will demotivate and discriminate you..I will,don't dare me..
4)Start acting like your age..Don't be a pain to people.. Your childishness is just another thrash.. No time for losers and suckers.. When will you ever grow, kid??
5)Don't self-pity..You can self-pity all you want but trust me no one will pity you.. Its more like your digging your own grave and getting ready to jump in..
I know it sounds very mean and in fact rude.. But that's the way thing is at times.. Its the world these days.. Its either you change or else things will remain the same because the world will not change for you..
I am sorry for being a little bit harsh here but harsh treatment is really necessary at some point..Being too nice and always encouraging might just not be the solution..
Monday, November 23, 2009
S.O.S Drama
Pretty, gorgeous, attractive, beautiful, well done and awesome are the words I received for my act on Sunday but I wanna say that whatever the outcome and praises were, it was all because of God..
It wasn't my talent or ability to perform so well but its because of Him..
All Glory belongs to Him!!
Well..I really enjoyed my 1st major role in the drama team and I am looking forward for more..=)
Erm.. wanna thank everyone for their continuous support, encouragement and faith in me.. It really helped me a lot.. It was not a role that can be easily portray by me even though I can act like one because knowing people will laugh and tease,its hard.. But I reminded myself constantly that I am serving God not people and my job is to bring delight unto Him and I am glad I did..
If you guys are reading this, I urge you to do anything or any role for Him regardless how embarassing it can be.. Remind yourself that you are serving Him and not man then only it will be much easier..(:
Wanna thank God for the whole drama team, the make up team, the PA team, my family, derrick and my friends who were there all the time to encourage me.. Really appreciate it and just want to say I love you guys a lot.. You guys are indeed a blessing to me and for that I am ever so grateful..(:
Side Note:
Thank God for provision.. Being quite broke these days because I spent a lot of $$$ on entertainment, food and buying things for people.. But God is a God that provides.. Just when my wallet was literally empty, He provided for me in a way I didn't expected.. My uncle came and visit my family yesterday and suddenly he just came up to me and gave me a 50 dollars note.. I was speechless.. At 1st, I gave him back and said its ok but he insisted on me to keep it.. See, God is amazing, He knows our needs and He provided for me at the right timing..
*Sings in His time, in His time, He makes all things beautiful in His time*
Praise you GOD!!
YOU DESERVE THE HIGHEST PRAISE!!
LET YOUR NAME BE LIFTED UP HIGH!!
It wasn't my talent or ability to perform so well but its because of Him..
All Glory belongs to Him!!
Well..I really enjoyed my 1st major role in the drama team and I am looking forward for more..=)
Erm.. wanna thank everyone for their continuous support, encouragement and faith in me.. It really helped me a lot.. It was not a role that can be easily portray by me even though I can act like one because knowing people will laugh and tease,its hard.. But I reminded myself constantly that I am serving God not people and my job is to bring delight unto Him and I am glad I did..
If you guys are reading this, I urge you to do anything or any role for Him regardless how embarassing it can be.. Remind yourself that you are serving Him and not man then only it will be much easier..(:
Wanna thank God for the whole drama team, the make up team, the PA team, my family, derrick and my friends who were there all the time to encourage me.. Really appreciate it and just want to say I love you guys a lot.. You guys are indeed a blessing to me and for that I am ever so grateful..(:
Side Note:
Thank God for provision.. Being quite broke these days because I spent a lot of $$$ on entertainment, food and buying things for people.. But God is a God that provides.. Just when my wallet was literally empty, He provided for me in a way I didn't expected.. My uncle came and visit my family yesterday and suddenly he just came up to me and gave me a 50 dollars note.. I was speechless.. At 1st, I gave him back and said its ok but he insisted on me to keep it.. See, God is amazing, He knows our needs and He provided for me at the right timing..
*Sings in His time, in His time, He makes all things beautiful in His time*
Praise you GOD!!
YOU DESERVE THE HIGHEST PRAISE!!
LET YOUR NAME BE LIFTED UP HIGH!!
Friday, November 13, 2009
Beyond understanding
I've been thinking whether what I am doing is appropriate..
Many decisions to be make soon.. Decisions that can change my life and those around me.. It's not an easy decision to make but I have to make.. Well, people usually say once you make a decision, there is no turning back, don't look back and regret over it.. Well, I sort of make up my mind over what I am supposed to do..
You see.. Nowadays, I have this weird and unusual thing in my mind.. Normally, when we are thinking of something or wanting to make a decision, we will sort of picture or map things out in our mind..
The unusual thing is for me, I tend to have two answers in my head each time I consider or think of something.. You know,its like one telling me to do this, the other telling me to do this and trust me its not easy,nice and you won't like it.. It sort of confused me and because of that,I tend to get frustrated easily..
At times it feels like its God talking to me, but sometimes its like the dark side talking to me,trying to confuse me in whatever I do or think.. I tried to shrug it off time and time again but it comes back once in awhile..
Perhaps I've been thinking too much and its just a illusion..Gahhh!!
Recently I was in a mess, in fact I am still in a mess but I would consider the situation more stable and better now.. I blasted at my friends for not willing to do certain stuff and I can't stand people who are stubborn and selfish.. Well,to be honest, I can be stubborn and selfish at times.. Then,pride comes in and take control of me.. I have this problem --- inability to tolerate and control my temper..
For example,I feel that I am becoming more arrogant in a way..But then, at the same time,I feel that I am more concerned about people..
How do you relate this two together? I really don't know..
It seems impossible right when you are arrogant yet you are concerned about people..
Weird eh??
To be detail, nowadays I tend to try my very best to treat everyone as good as I can, I wanna impact people's lives and be the reason for the smile on their face..
Unfortunately,few hours later I can turn from like an ''angel'' to a ''devil''..
When I score a goal in futsal these days, I tend to shout very loud and say something like YESSS or YEAAA!!
If you're reading from here,it might sound ordinary.. You might think something like no la, you're happy and just wanna celebrate your achievement..
What I think is it is pride getting hold of me.. I wanna win and win and win, I am happy to see people lose.. Funny eh?? That's literally me nowadays..
I hate this part right here.. I am trying to change and I am struggling real hard with it.. I don't wanna be a stumbling block and stumble people..
Sigh!!..I just don't understand certain things..
Human nature perhaps?? Well,I am not sure..I say its a combination of human nature and something else which I don't know what it is..
Hopefully it will go away soon..Gahhh!!
Many decisions to be make soon.. Decisions that can change my life and those around me.. It's not an easy decision to make but I have to make.. Well, people usually say once you make a decision, there is no turning back, don't look back and regret over it.. Well, I sort of make up my mind over what I am supposed to do..
You see.. Nowadays, I have this weird and unusual thing in my mind.. Normally, when we are thinking of something or wanting to make a decision, we will sort of picture or map things out in our mind..
The unusual thing is for me, I tend to have two answers in my head each time I consider or think of something.. You know,its like one telling me to do this, the other telling me to do this and trust me its not easy,nice and you won't like it.. It sort of confused me and because of that,I tend to get frustrated easily..
At times it feels like its God talking to me, but sometimes its like the dark side talking to me,trying to confuse me in whatever I do or think.. I tried to shrug it off time and time again but it comes back once in awhile..
Perhaps I've been thinking too much and its just a illusion..Gahhh!!
Recently I was in a mess, in fact I am still in a mess but I would consider the situation more stable and better now.. I blasted at my friends for not willing to do certain stuff and I can't stand people who are stubborn and selfish.. Well,to be honest, I can be stubborn and selfish at times.. Then,pride comes in and take control of me.. I have this problem --- inability to tolerate and control my temper..
For example,I feel that I am becoming more arrogant in a way..But then, at the same time,I feel that I am more concerned about people..
How do you relate this two together? I really don't know..
It seems impossible right when you are arrogant yet you are concerned about people..
Weird eh??
To be detail, nowadays I tend to try my very best to treat everyone as good as I can, I wanna impact people's lives and be the reason for the smile on their face..
Unfortunately,few hours later I can turn from like an ''angel'' to a ''devil''..
When I score a goal in futsal these days, I tend to shout very loud and say something like YESSS or YEAAA!!
If you're reading from here,it might sound ordinary.. You might think something like no la, you're happy and just wanna celebrate your achievement..
What I think is it is pride getting hold of me.. I wanna win and win and win, I am happy to see people lose.. Funny eh?? That's literally me nowadays..
I hate this part right here.. I am trying to change and I am struggling real hard with it.. I don't wanna be a stumbling block and stumble people..
Sigh!!..I just don't understand certain things..
Human nature perhaps?? Well,I am not sure..I say its a combination of human nature and something else which I don't know what it is..
Hopefully it will go away soon..Gahhh!!
Wednesday, November 11, 2009
Thursday, November 5, 2009
How?
I've been wondering for the past few days..
Erm..on how I can raise my bar and go to a higher level..I really want!!
I want to achieve more with God, Agape and Aspirers, I know I sound ambitious and a little bit too excited here but the fact is I am really up to the challenges ahead..
Bring it on!!
How can I make my life count?
How can I help Aspirers to go to greater heights?
How can I help others to grow?
How can I bring Glory to His name?
How can I be more and more like Him?
How can I bless my church?
How can I bring people to know about Christ?
Hmm..any ideas anyone..??
Well..I have some ideas but individualism often don't stand out that's why people always say two is better than one..
~J~
At His service
Erm..on how I can raise my bar and go to a higher level..I really want!!
I want to achieve more with God, Agape and Aspirers, I know I sound ambitious and a little bit too excited here but the fact is I am really up to the challenges ahead..
Bring it on!!
How can I make my life count?
How can I help Aspirers to go to greater heights?
How can I help others to grow?
How can I bring Glory to His name?
How can I be more and more like Him?
How can I bless my church?
How can I bring people to know about Christ?
Hmm..any ideas anyone..??
Well..I have some ideas but individualism often don't stand out that's why people always say two is better than one..
~J~
At His service
Tuesday, November 3, 2009
My 100th Post
Chili's is awesome and sensational..=D
From the towering burger to the addictive chips and to the bottomless drinks.. great stuff!!..xD
Had a good time with Anne,Lynne,Derrick and My Bro..
They somehow someway brighten up my day and for that I want to say thank you =)
Yes, I have to admit that I get frustrated easily and things have not been easy for me but I still want to be there for those that are having difficulties because I know when you are in such situation, its not easy at all..
Wanna thank God that I feel I am growing a lot more each day..
~J~
At His service
From the towering burger to the addictive chips and to the bottomless drinks.. great stuff!!..xD
Had a good time with Anne,Lynne,Derrick and My Bro..
They somehow someway brighten up my day and for that I want to say thank you =)
Yes, I have to admit that I get frustrated easily and things have not been easy for me but I still want to be there for those that are having difficulties because I know when you are in such situation, its not easy at all..
Wanna thank God that I feel I am growing a lot more each day..
~J~
At His service
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